Wednesday, 5 December 2012

A mirror


 I don't know where my life is taking me...From the days when we used to refer to books, time has taken me to a stage where "googling" gives me answers. I just now found out how addicted I have become to internet when I opened my browser and typed "What should I do when I feel bored?"! This actually did give me a shock when I read it myself after typing...

Life has always played different games with me.Some were easy for me but some gave me trouble.I am blessed with a group of well wishers who gave me strength to keeping moving in life.This not only helped me in molding myself but also helped to to see things in a better perspective.

In some stage in your life,you will feel that you are no more the actual you whom you know well.Some times I look into myself and find some stranger there...Sometimes I feel,I am not the same "me" anymore! But why is all these?How did I change? I don't have an answer.You only understand that change in you when someone tells you about the "new you" and then you stop for a moment and look back.

One worst thing that is happening in my life is that I know one of my dearest ones need me badly but I can't be of any help because of few other reasons.It kills you when you find your dearest one struggling hard right in front of you but you stand looking at it,helpless...! It is really hard and one of the cruel face of life.I don't complain,nor do I want to blame on my fate.I like to believe that this is just another game to check my level.I hope to pass this level because I don't want to fail,fail and keep failing...I want to win and want to stand with my heads high and shout to the world "I won"!

Tuesday, 4 December 2012

A missing...


Have you ever missed someone so badly? Funny question right?Yeah...I know!

Everyone would have atlest missed someone or the other so close to them atleast once in their lives.Even I have felt it many times...But this time,to be very frank,is little more deeper...Yes..I miss someone so badly!

Many times have I asked myself if physical presence do matter in relationships.Finally I found out that it does matter a lot! For a moment in my life,I felt technology is still not developed enough  to bring people together...It can never be because no technology can replace a pat at your shoulder or a revealing hug from a dear one.

Here,in this blog,I just want to tell you just one thing..."I miss you a lot...and I find it hard to stand this pain.Sometimes I enjoy this but now it has become terribly worse and I don't want to get used to this pain."